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About Me Member General Addict figure8ofhate25/Male/Australia Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
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a fucking lie

Wed Oct 22, 2003, 5:06 PM
Last night i hurt someone i love badly. I lied to her and i made her hate me like she had loved me. I choked on my words and lied through my teeth and every "key" i pressed was the most horrid thing i have ever had to do.

Why is it i have to be who i am? As much as we try to change ourselves, in our core, we remain.

I am sorry i hurt you so and i know after the things i said i will never be forgiven, but know i lied.

I tried to hurt myself last night and scared myself stupid. What have i become?

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  • Interests: Photography, writing bad poetry.
  • Favourite movie: Dead Man with jonny depp
  • Favourite band or musician: So damn many. Neil young. Tim + Jeff buckley. Tool. Apc. Fiona apple. Ben harper. Jack johnson. NiN
  • Favourite genre of music: too many too list. sorry
  • Favourite artist: H.R.Giger
  • Favourite poet or writer: Dylan Thomas
  • Favourite photographer: Only new to the game. I'll let you know later on
  • Tools of the Trade: Canon EOs 300V SLR camera. Pen and paper and obviously a computer.
  • MSN: future_kill@hotmail.com

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:iconscarredbeauty:
:sing:

Statistics prove that you've one birthday,
one birthday ev'ry year.
But there are three
hundred and sixty four
unbirthdays.
That is why we're gathered here to cheer.
A very merry unbirthday to you, to you.
A very merry unbirthday to you,
It's great to drink to someone and
I guess that you will do.
A very merry unbirthday to you!

:airborne: :boogie: :glomp: :party: :blowkiss:

You can spank me now....

:spank:

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Nika (n.)-
Living Anarchy, Pure Anti-Socialism, Utter Chaos; Death Incarnate; Pale Sickness, Hideous Beauty; Bride of War
SEE ALSO: Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse

Absence of Pain is an Illusion: Let Me Show You Reality
:iconevilfaeries:
thank you for the comment.
i wish you had someone there to 'whisper' to.

:kiss: Kandice

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my myspace!

` you can leave me on the corner where you found me,
i'm not for sale anymore.
:iconfigure8ofhate:
he hasnt been commited it was a recommendation. sorry for any confusion

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In my heart is where I long for you
In my smile I search for you
Each time you turn and run away I cry inside
My silly way, just too young to know any more

{tim buckley}
:iconfigure8ofhate:
To anyone that has been following this " site" of pauls i regret to inform you that he is in a mental institute due to repeated attempts to take his life. looks to be indefinate. will post any further details when we get them.

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In my heart is where I long for you
In my smile I search for you
Each time you turn and run away I cry inside
My silly way, just too young to know any more

{tim buckley}
:iconssaxyroxy:
Thanx for the fav on Charlie-> [link] :)

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Solid. Like a rubber band.
:iconfreyjamoon:
thanking you for the fav on River Phoenix :D :hug:

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it is finished when seven become one
:iconfigure8ofhate:
STALKING?? what can i say....i live to give ;)

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In my heart is where I long for you
In my smile I search for you
Each time you turn and run away I cry inside
My silly way, just too young to know any more

{tim buckley}
:iconscarredbeauty:
And the :+fav:'s!

--
Nika (n.)-
Living Anarchy, Pure Anti-Socialism, Utter Chaos; Death Incarnate; Pale Sickness, Hideous Beauty; Bride of War
SEE ALSO: Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse

Absence of Pain is an Illusion: Let Me Show You Reality
:iconscarredbeauty:
thanks for the stalking

--
Nika (n.)-
Living Anarchy, Pure Anti-Socialism, Utter Chaos; Death Incarnate; Pale Sickness, Hideous Beauty; Bride of War
SEE ALSO: Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse

Absence of Pain is an Illusion: Let Me Show You Reality
:iconfreyjamoon:
about time u added me to ur friends list =P lol
:D :hug:

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it is finished when seven become one

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